You need to build an ability to just be yourself and not be doing something. That's what the phones are taking away, is the ability to just sit there. That's being a person. Because underneath everything in your life there's that thing, that empty--forever empty. That knowledge that its all for nothing and that you're alone. Its down there.
And sometimes when things clear away, you're not watching anything, you're in your car and you start going, 'Oh no, here it comes...that I'm alone.' It starts to visit on you. Just this sadness. Life is tremendously sad, just being in it.
"It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick," said Jesus.
But you've got to know you're sick first.
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